Friday, July 17, 2009
HATERS and FAITH
why is it that every time i try to do something good in my life there is so much opposition???? i asked my boyfriend this question and he told me that i must not forget the world gets filled with evil more each day and i should not be surprised because i have a good spririt. wow! duh. guess i just needed to hear that. i have dealt with haters my whole life and have overcome their opposition almost every time. right now i can honestly say i am being faced with more challenges than i have ever dealt with before in my life. i just lost my job. i have an amazing career opportunity overseas that i may not be able to accept because my son's father is still refusing to sign our son's passport and i cannot leave the country without his permission or until i have sole custody awarded by the court. (i thought about just forging it and leaving but i know better) (tempting tho) i am so frustrated but i know God sees me and i think he is preparing me for something much bigger than these types of problems. i can tell with so much opposition i have an awesome purpose on this earth. like ti said, "if your heart is filled with faith then you can't fear." and i have fears but i wash them away with glasses of faith on a regular basis. God is healing me and he is rebuilding me and restoring me and now i am more powerful than i have ever been. i was already a soldier, but now he is making me into a warrior:) and when i truly know my purpose-whatever it is, things will all fall into place like they did when i had my son and i asked him to allow me to finish college since that was my dream. i am realizing that my dream is over and now i think he is trying to show me that it is his turn.
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